December 2010
5 posts
I feel like I’m going insane again. I keep obsessing over food.. Whether to not eat.. Or what to eat.. And how much I ate. Its like a little virus coming back into my head, trying to infect me. I know you’re never truly over it but you learn to deal with it and ignore it but when its what everyone keeps talking about how can it not be on my mind? I want to try and love myself and be healthy but...
so the pain begins as the music fades and I’m left here with more than I...